Mad Sigh
depressive atmospheric black metal, emotionally raw, cold tremolo guitars, distant shriek vocals, hopeless atmosphere, lonely apartment at night, rain ambience, minimal but crushing drums, underground production, melancholic repetition, existential despair Negative Prompt: cheesy lyrics, power metal vocals, symphonic orchestra, upbeat energy, happy melodies, polished pop production Tempo: 92 BPM Key: E Minor Structure: Intro → Verse → Pre → Chorus → Verse → Chorus → Bridge → Breakdown → Final Chorus → Outro, Depressive Atmospheric Black Metal
Mad Sigh
depressive atmospheric black metal, emotionally raw, cold tremolo guitars, distant shriek vocals, hopeless atmosphere, lonely apartment at night, rain ambience, minimal but crushing drums, underground production, melancholic repetition, existential despair Negative Prompt: cheesy lyrics, power metal vocals, symphonic orchestra, upbeat energy, happy melodies, polished pop production Tempo: 92 BPM Key: E Minor Structure: Intro → Verse → Pre → Chorus → Verse → Chorus → Bridge → Breakdown → Final Chorus → Outro, Depressive Atmospheric Black Metal
Lyrics
(rain ambience / distant clean guitar / tape hiss)
Rain against the window
Ash in the sink
Another night disappearing
Before I can shit
[Verse 1]
The apartment smells like smoke
Warm beer and dirty clothes
Powder on the bathroom counter
From nights ago
I haven’t eaten much
Cocaine and pills instead
My hands won’t stop shaking
I barely leave the bed
TV glowing without sound
Static washing over me
I stare at ceiling stains
Until they start to breathe
Outside cars move through rain
Like lives I used to know
Everything feels distant now
Like I already let go
[Pre-Chorus]
And every little thing
Feels heavier now
Even breathing
Feels difficult somehow
[Chorus]
Mad sigh
Falling through another night
Mad sigh
Nothing inside feels right
Black sky
Hanging over every thought
Mad sigh
Trying to feel something and not
Cold rain
Running down the window frame
Mad sigh
I don’t recognize my name
[Verse 2]
Syringe hidden in the ass
Wrapped inside an old receipt
Keep telling myself
I’ll stop this week
But the hours get slower
And the walls start closing in
So I crush another line
And let the numbness begin
Phone battery dying slow
Unread messages below
People stopped checking in
Long ago
Your name still hangs by the door
Even though you disappeared
I know you’re not coming back
I just leave it there
The radiator knocks at night
Like something trying to get in
Sometimes I honestly wish
Something finally did
[Pre-Chorus]
And the silence in this room
Gets louder every day
The world keeps moving forward
While I decay
[Chorus]
Mad sigh
Falling through another night
Mad sigh
Nothing inside feels right
Black sky
Hanging over every thought
Mad sigh
Trying to feel something and not
Cold rain
Running down the window frame
Mad sigh
I don’t recognize my name
[Bridge]
(slow build / ambient guitars / restrained drums)
I don’t think I’m scared anymore
That’s probably the worst part
Everything feels far away
Like watching myself fall apart
Bathroom mirror half-lit blue
Eyes hollowed out and bruised
Sometimes I sit there in the dark
Until the daylight kills me soon
Not because I’m thinking
Not because I care
I just don’t know
What else to do anymore
[Breakdown]
(distorted screams / blast beats fade in)
No sleep
No appetite
No feeling
No light
Mad sigh
Mad sigh
[Final Chorus]
(full instrumentation / layered screams)
Mad sigh
Dragging through another day
Mad sigh
Watching everything decay
Black sky
Pressing down against my chest
Mad sigh
Too tired to fight it yet
Cold rain
Running through an empty life
Mad sigh
Maybe this is all there is
[Outro]
(fading tremolo guitar / rain ambience)
Rain against the window
Ash in the sink
Another night disappearing
Before I can think