"The English lyrics are placed at the end."

[中文歌詞]

妳的笑
有別人的溫柔
我假裝
什麼都沒看透
安靜陪著你
像影子守候
連妒忌
都學會了溫柔

我試著
走遠一點
又在下一秒
自打了回頭
有些愛
不是不懂該放手
是心臟
從來沒有
學會自由

我明知道
妳不屬於我
卻還是學不會
輕輕放手
像溺水的人
抓著一片虛空
愛妳　
成了
我唯一的理由

有人說
時間會讓人放手
我把自己
耗到只剩漂流
夢裡還在撿
妳遺落的溫柔
醒來卻連呼吸
都好痛

我以為
再努力一點
也許結局能有不同
可故事寫好了
再怎麼改寫
主角
都不是
我

我明知道
妳不屬於我
卻還是學不會
輕輕放手
像溺水的人
抓著一片虛空
愛妳
成了
我唯一的理由

逃避很容易
忘記你卻很難
我在自己的謊話裡
一遍又一遍
擁抱失落
一遍又一遍
擁抱失落

我明知道
妳不屬於我
卻還是學不會
輕輕放手
像溺水的人
抓著一片虛空
愛妳
成了
我唯一的理由

我明知道
妳不屬於我
卻還是傻傻地
握緊雙手
如果連痛
都算是擁有

那麼
請讓我
再痛久一點…
至少我曾經~~~~~~~~~
那樣的愛過~~~~~~~~~~~

愛過~~愛過~~愛過~~愛過~~愛過........

[end]

Your smile
holds someone else's tenderness
I pretend
I haven't seen through it all
Quietly staying by your side
like a shadow guarding you
Even jealousy
I've learned to carry it gently

I tried
to walk away a little
but the next second
I turned back on my own
Some loves
aren't about not knowing when to let go
it's just that the heart
never really
learned how to be free

I know it clearly
you don't belong to me
yet I still can't learn
to let go easily
like someone drowning
grabbing at empty air
Loving you
became
the only reason I breathe

They say
time will teach you to let go
but I've burned myself out
until I'm nothing but driftwood
In dreams, I'm still picking up
the tenderness you left behind
but waking up
even breathing hurts

I thought
if I tried a little harder
maybe the ending would change
but the story was written long ago
no matter how I rewrite it
the hero
was never
me

I know it clearly
you don't belong to me
yet I still can't learn
to let go easily
like someone drowning
grabbing at empty air
Loving you
became
the only reason I breathe

Running away is easy
forgetting you is too hard
In my own lies
over and over again
I hug the emptiness
over and over again
I hug the emptiness

I know it clearly
you don't belong to me
yet I still foolishly
hold on tight
If even pain
counts as a kind of having

Then please
let me
hurt just a little longer…
At least I once~~~~~~~~~
loved like that~~~~~~~~~~~

Loved...loved...loved...loved....loved........