oh, my love

my fucked-up friend

we said goodbye

but truth don’t ride no wind

and the poison makes me smile

I'm so tired of craving

craving more than air

they say it’s clean —

but I don’t trust what's not been burned

I need a little noise

so I breathe you in like I never learned

oh, my love

you’ve got a heart of ash

you burn like memory

then vanish in a flash

but you’re the only peace I ever had

oh, my love

you’ve got a heart of ash

they open up the blinds

but I still draw you back

sunlight talks big, but never lasts

oh, my love

you’re always near

I swear I quit—

but silence rings too clear

so I light you up to make the static reappear

I'm so tired of craving

craving more than air

the breeze comes clean

but it's full of shit and prayer

I know you’ll leave me coughing

but at least you fucking care

I'm so tired of craving

craving what is true

they say the sky brings peace

but I only trust the blue when it’s bruised

I know you'll fade by Monday

but tonight I stay with you

So good

Lie sweet

Burn deep

Smile—

Fucked up smile