Woke up late, phone at three percent

Bills on the table, they don’t pay themselves

Mirror says “you again?”

I nod like, yeah, it’s me, still here

Coffee tastes like last night’s thoughts

Half a plan, but I talk a lot

Everyone’s winning somewhere else

I mute the world, I mute myself

I laugh too loud so nobody asks

If I’m fine or just good at masks

I don’t need saving, I just need space

Let me fall behind at my own pace

I’m not okay, but I’m almost okay

I still dance like the floor won’t break

If this is chaos, I’ll stay this way

I’m not okay, but I’m almost okay

I don’t need gold, I don’t need fame

Just one good night that feels real again

I’m not okay, but I’m almost okay

And tonight, that’s enough for me

Group chat silent, but I’m typing jokes

Send the punchline, swallow the choke

I make it sound like I don’t care

Truth is, I care too much, everywhere

Deadlines blink like warning lights

I work best when it’s way past right

Dreams in drafts, songs half done

Still chasing sparks with shaking hands

If I disappear, it’s not goodbye

Just turning down the noise a while

I don’t need fixing, don’t need advice

Just let me breathe without the price

I’m not okay, but I’m almost okay

I still sing like I’ve got something to say

If this is messy, let it stay

I’m not okay, but I’m almost okay

I don’t need proof, I don’t need praise

Just one clear thought in the haze

I’m not okay, but I’m almost okay

And tonight, that’s enough for me

Almost, almost

Still standing, still honest

Almost, almost

Still here, still on it

Maybe I’m tired of being strong

Maybe I’ve been right all along

If healing’s slow, I won’t complain

I’ve learned how to live with the rain

No grand ending, no clean lines

Just a heartbeat keeping time

If tomorrow hurts, I’ll face it then

I’m alive right now — again

I’m not okay, but I’m almost okay

I found my rhythm in the delay

If this is me, I won’t escape

I’m not okay, but I’m almost okay

No miracle, no grand escape

Just music loud and lights that stay

I’m not okay, but I’m almost okay

And tonight… that’s enough for me