Still Alive
dream pop, alt-pop, emo trap, pop punk ballad, cute catchy melody,Techno Pop, Country pop, acoustic pop, reggaeton punk ,140bpm, no mood-based tempo shift, Intro: slap guitar + cracked whisper vocal + detuned analog pad, n no soft piano intro, Drums: distorted 808s, trap hi-hats, snapping snares, glitch fills that feel unstable, Bass: deep sub-bass, sidechain with kick, heavy but warm, Guitar: sharp slap rhythms, tremolo walls in verse, overdrive punch in chorus, dreamy washed layers in bridge and final, Piano: cinematic, hard attack but imperfect and slightly detuned in bridge and break, FX: reversed delays, detuned pads, whisper echoes, tape hiss, vinyl crackle, breath left in, short moments of silence, Female vocal: very hard raspy and husky, very hard breathy, very hard strong vibrato, raw, trembling, frantic, whisper-to-explosive, voice must crack, break, tremble, and miss notes, let the voice collapse mid-line, then recover, then shatter again, occasional hints of warmth,
Still Alive
dream pop, alt-pop, emo trap, pop punk ballad, cute catchy melody,Techno Pop, Country pop, acoustic pop, reggaeton punk ,140bpm, no mood-based tempo shift, Intro: slap guitar + cracked whisper vocal + detuned analog pad, n no soft piano intro, Drums: distorted 808s, trap hi-hats, snapping snares, glitch fills that feel unstable, Bass: deep sub-bass, sidechain with kick, heavy but warm, Guitar: sharp slap rhythms, tremolo walls in verse, overdrive punch in chorus, dreamy washed layers in bridge and final, Piano: cinematic, hard attack but imperfect and slightly detuned in bridge and break, FX: reversed delays, detuned pads, whisper echoes, tape hiss, vinyl crackle, breath left in, short moments of silence, Female vocal: very hard raspy and husky, very hard breathy, very hard strong vibrato, raw, trembling, frantic, whisper-to-explosive, voice must crack, break, tremble, and miss notes, let the voice collapse mid-line, then recover, then shatter again, occasional hints of warmth,
Lyrics
Even hope turned its back
I fade, unseen by anyone
Inside indifference
Still alive — somehow, still alive
“No one needs me.”
I just wanted to reach for help
But only silence answered
“I wanted someone to see me…”
Time keeps slipping away
Only a trembling blur remains
In an unnamed wind
Even my shape feels hollow
Hiding an invisible pain
Fragile, spilling apart
Ignored, forgotten
And still —
Here I am
Quietly pretending to smile
I just wanted to be kind
To live for someone else
Swaying, swaying, swaying
Believing my broken heart
Could still show someone love
But no one heard me
So before someone could break me —
I chose to disappear
No sadness left anymore
Only a whisper: “You have no worth.”
“It’s okay if no one notices me.”
It isn’t “I want to die” —
It’s only “I want to disappear.”
I can’t remember anything anymore
No one ever called my name
No words left
Only memories thinning to nothing
There’s nowhere else — only here
I’ve always known
And still, somehow —
Still alive — somehow, still alive
Pain with no words
Fragile
Whispering
I wasn’t alone, and yet
I got buried
Unseen by anyone
I fade away
Inside indifference and silence
Still alive — somehow, still alive
Never found
And still —
I wanted someone to notice
I tried to speak but my voice vanished
I reached out
But my hands fell short
And still —
I kept pretending to smile
Crushed beneath silence
Left behind
Pain carved itself deep
Cracks spreading through memory
I heard the scream
I understood
How much you’ve endured
A voice that never reaches
A pain that no one feels
Numbed
Colors washing away
I wasn’t alone — and yet
I got buried
Unseen by anyone
I fade away… I fade away…