[Intro]
What if… from the very start,
there was never really a “me” here?

[Verse 1]
What if…
all the memories I carried
were lies from the beginning?
Would it still mean anything?
And if no one could see me anymore…
Could I still call this living?

[Verse 2]
Hey…
Have you ever thought
you were truly “you”?
The “me” reflected in someone’s eyes,
the “me” kept inside someone’s memory—
none of it ever lined up
with what I felt was real.

[Pre-Chorus]
No hope, not even despair.
Just broken pieces I kept holding.
Feelings falling apart,
and still—
I’m just here.

[Chorus]
I keep wandering, chasing an answer.
Sometimes,
my past self whispers:
“Why are you still alive?”
I try to answer—
but silence comes.
Because the moment I put it into words,
I feel like something ends.

[Break 1]
my heartbeat slows down.
It’s like something’s holding me back.
A feeling that won’t fade,
a presence without a name.

[Verse 3]
my senses are bleeding away.
Memories drowning in static,
and with the dream—
everything, everything disappears.

[Break 2]
Because the moment I spoke,
I knew it would turn into a lie.
The “real me” I hid from everyone—
maybe it never existed at all.
Even if it was just an illusion,
I don’t want it to end yet.

[Bridge]
Hey…
Do you remember the times you were hurt?
The grudges, the things you couldn’t forgive?
Even those are slipping away.
Does that mean
I’m disappearing too?

[Chorus]
I didn’t want to stop breathing,
I was scared of falling asleep.
Cold, quiet depths—
yet strangely gentle.
A place no one can touch,
no one can break.
My final place.

[Outro]
For some reason,
it still protected me
This existence—
it has no name.
Even now, it remains,
a nameless weight inside me
That alone is my truth.
What if I was never here