Yeah, I been walkin’ through the fire with a heart full of doubt

Tryna hear Your voice, but the noise too loud

Got my hands to the sky but my knees hit the floor

Feelin’ distant from You, but I still want more

I’m a mess in the mirror, yeah I see my sin

Same old battles, Lord, where do I begin?

I talk faith on the outside, pain tucked in

Still You knockin’ at my door like “let Me in”

I been runnin’ from truth, tryna do it my way

Chasin’ temporary highs, just to feel okay

But every road that I take got me lost in the dark

Till I feel that conviction hit straight to my heart

You ain’t left me alone even when I stray

Still call me Your son, never push me away

And I don’t understand that kinda love, it’s wild

Why You fight for a broken, stubborn child?

I been fightin’ with Jesus, but He fightin’ for me

In the middle of my chaos, He still sets me free

I fall down, get up, yeah it’s part of the plan

Grace in His hands, not the strength of a man

I been livin’ and lovin’, but I’m learnin’ it’s Him

Not perfection I’m chasin’, just forgiveness within

Every scar, every sin, yeah He carried the weight

I was fightin’ with Jesus… now I’m wrestlin’ grace

Late nights, dark thoughts, demons in my head

Whisperin’ lies like I’m better off dead

But I know that ain’t truth, yeah I know that voice

Gotta silence the noise, gotta make that choice

Word in my hand but my heart feel numb

Tryna pray but the words don’t come

Still You hear every tear, every broken plea

Even when I don’t speak, You still hear me

I get angry at You like “why this pain?”

Why the storms keep comin’ like endless rain?

But You never promised me a life with ease

Said You’d walk through the fire and the floods with me

So I’m learnin’ to trust even when it hurts

When the blessings feel gone and I’m feelin’ cursed

‘Cause Your love ain’t based on the things I do

It’s a cross, it’s blood, yeah it’s all You

I been fightin’ with Jesus, but He fightin’ for me

In the middle of my chaos, He still sets me free

I fall down, get up, yeah it’s part of the plan

Grace in His hands, not the strength of a man

I been livin’ and lovin’, but I’m learnin’ it’s Him

Not perfection I’m chasin’, just forgiveness within

Every scar, every sin, yeah He carried the weight

I was fightin’ with Jesus… now I’m wrestlin’ grace

I remember that night when I almost broke

Had the bottle in my hand, lungs full of smoke

Tryna drown out the pain, tryna numb my soul

But I heard Your voice say, “You’re still My own”

That hit different, yeah it cut real deep

How You love me still when I can’t love me

I dropped to my knees, yeah I gave it all

Every fear, every doubt, every hidden wall

Now I’m walkin’ with purpose, got a fire inside

Still flawed, still fightin’, but I’m done with pride

I ain’t perfect, never claimed that I was

Just a sinner saved by ridiculous love

And I’m speakin’ for the ones feelin’ just like me

Caught between who they are and who they’re called to be

You ain’t too far gone, you ain’t too lost

There’s redemption in the blood that was shed on that cross

I been fightin’ with Jesus, but He fightin’ for me

In the middle of my chaos, He still sets me free

I fall down, get up, yeah it’s part of the plan

Grace in His hands, not the strength of a man

I been livin’ and lovin’, but I’m learnin’ it’s Him

Not perfection I’m chasin’, just forgiveness within

Every scar, every sin, yeah He carried the weight

I was fightin’ with Jesus… now I’m wrestlin’ grace

Now I wake up different, got a peace I can’t fake

Still got battles, but I know what’s at stake

Every step, every breath, yeah I’m givin’ it back

To the One who carried me when I went off track

I still stumble, I still fall sometimes

But I’m covered in mercy every single time

Ain’t defined by my past, ain’t chained to my shame

I’ve been washed, I’ve been changed, I ain’t the same

So if you hear this song and you feel that pull

That tug on your heart like your tank ain’t full

That’s Him callin’ you home, don’t ignore that sound

He’ll meet you right there, even rock bottom ground

I was fightin’ with God, now I walk with Christ

Gave Him all of my wrongs, He gave me new life

And I’ll spend every breath, every beat, every day

Wrestlin’ grace ‘til I see Him face to face

Bridge (optional melodic):

I don’t gotta be perfect, just forgiven

I don’t gotta have it all, just be willing

Every step that I take, You’re with me

Even when I fight… You still love me