Keep it on the low, got me sedated
Numb inside my mind, feelin so jaded
Buzzing off your vibe, I'm elevated
Coming down alone, so isolated
Keep it on the low, got me sedated
High when you need me, inhale, I'm faded
No hearts in your eyes, I got hesitation
Please look at me, you're my medication

Let me paint it vivid, crystal clear, no filter, no veneer
Every time you call I'm there before the second tone you hear
I'm your rock in the storm, keep you warm, the form that you lean on
I'm your clock 'round the block, every knock, every problem they bring on
And I'm grinnin' at the role I'm in, controllin' what I'm feelin' when
You hit me with that look so soft, I'm back at the beginnin’ again
Square one, starin' up, tearin' up, carin' but I'm darin' not
To send the text, I second-guess, delete it and repeat the plot
You runnin' down these other dudes, I'm supposed to stay composed
Dr. Phil-in', mask on, still it goes on while my heart gets broke
And I do it yeah pursue it every time I see her do it
Miss the real feel, conceal, never let her know I blew it
Keep it buried, never carried past the surface, grin and ask
You need advice on some new guy? Cool, I got you, take off the mask
But losin' you completely, deeply, cuts me way more than this ache
So I sign the line, design the grind, volunteer to break

Keep it on the low, got me sedated
Numb inside my mind, feelin so jaded
Buzzing off your vibe, I'm elevated
Coming down alone, so isolated
Keep it on the low, got me sedated
High when you need me, inhale, I'm faded
No hearts in your eyes, I got hesitation
Please look at me, you're my medication

Been runnin' mental sessions, second guessin', lesson after lesson, can't reverse it
Every angle that I tackle and unravel just unravels and gets worse with
Every look, every word, textbook unrequited to the letter
Wrote the very definition with precision, still ain't better
Two AM you hit the line, I'm fine, I catch it on the second ring
Wide awake, no mistake, layin' here imagining
A different twist, version of this where I said the thing I meant
Instead I'm talkin' you to sleep, two hours deep and I'm in my head
You drift mid-sentence, I'm in the quiet, gripping this live grenade
Knew the consensus, can’t deny it, I’m the cloud rainin’ on your parade
I box it, lock it, label done, I table it and walk away
Then crack it open 4 AM and let it ruin my whole day
Some people love loud and proud, some love from the back of the room
I volunteered for back of the room so I carry it, I own that view
And yeah I'd sign that line again, rewind again, I'd do it every time
'Cause half of you is worth the weight of everything that killed me inside.

Keep it on the low, got me sedated
Numb inside my mind, feelin so jaded
Buzzing off your vibe, I'm elevated
Coming down alone, so isolated
Keep it on the low, got me sedated
High when you need me, inhale, I'm faded
No hearts in your eyes, I got hesitation
Please look at me, you're my medication

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you're my medication
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