All I really crave is a shawty who can break me

And all I really crave is a beauty who can shake me

And everyone is saying that I'm hanging by a thread

When the lights go down I'm fine, no that don't phase me

It's been a dark night but I'm trapped now

Tap out, struggle 'til I pass out, lash out, crash out

Everybody wondering why I don't back down

Are you hearing this? She is so mysterious

Yo, she came in the game looking furious

And she'll leave like that. Serious

You act nice, she acts cold, you've now entered in her soul

And you better get ready cause you might fold

She's from a darker place than she told

Is a little bit different than yours is

Quit boring, romance is dead

It's just been ignoring the ominous dread in the moment I quit exploring

Quick, ignore this!

Listen I'm warming up and you're misinformed if

You think that I'm slipping up, this ain't sick enough, then I'll skip the chorus

I've been here, ain't nobody murder me?

Yeah, she gonna turn this into a burglary

I don't live for the world

I live for the pain, I live for the pain, focus

Wrote this, it's hopeless

It's hard to get away when the rope is woven

It's hard to catch a breath when the throat is closin'

And it's hard to keep on living when the negative is the focus. Hold it

What am I, deranged maybe? Plain shady?

You put her in a room with a knife she will not restrain me

You do what you wanted but you can't contain me

Safety! Is not a character trait I find. Don't wait in line

This is the current condition of her state of mind

Don't tell me that she isn't bad

Don't tell me I shouldn't be sad

She is all I have. All I had

She is all I have. All I had

She is all I have. All I had

All I ever wanted was a body to regret this

All I ever wanted was a shawty with a death wish

Take her soul, put it in a locket, keep a photo in my pocket and get shivers every time I check it. Wreck us

If that's my coffin or not, Father, maybe I just shouldn't bother

Go back to the simple life but I am not a quitter so quit that

I never been a sinner but I guarantee she loves black

Put me in a dungeon, locked in

Clip that, trying to make an impact in ash is that insane? Well I guess so

Facts though, better give me that Death Note

And you ain't ever gonna make it, she's a pestilence

I am in a place where I can't let go. (ayy)

I still work a job and pursue this

And y'all know what's stupid?

I thought all I had to do was buy a diamond ring and yo things start blooming

But that's not the case because most of the times the shawty you fear

You keep on thinking that the shawty is cute but that shawty has probably been fucked up for years

Yeah. In the back of my mind thinking

Am I wasting my time sinking

And I ain't got no feeling in my body but I guarantee there ain't no way that I am gonna leave this

I need this. I swear to y'all I need this

And this poison's in my veins if you cut me I'm a bleed it

And yo. What you think she has traps for no reason, no

Take my brain and I put it in a box ever since her daddy took a walk

I've been a different person. Don't try to predict my verses

What you're hearing now is me whether I'm in front or behind the curtain

I stand behind these words. She's a demon but she's worth it

Don't tell me to calm down. I'm calm now, listen I'm just hurting

Yeah it might take a minute to get it but once you get it everything will be crystal clear

I don't think they see the vision here. I don't think they see the vision here!

Don't tell me that she isn't bad

Don't tell me I shouldn't be sad

She is all I have. All I had

She is all I have. All I had

She is all I have. All I had

All I had

Don't tell me that she isn't bad (she isn't bad, she isn't bad)

She is all that I have, she is all that I had