Once I'm Gone
perfect EQ, unplugged, unplugged live performance, male, male vocals, male singing Midwest emo, singer songwriter turning into post indiectronica emo rap, hauntibly beautiful cello instrumental, brushed percusion, harmonies, dark, melodic, dynamic instrumental, nu pop, moody haunting, layered vocals, lush vocals,, beautiful vocals, dreampop, eerie dark ambient, male singer songwriter , audience gasps, audience reaction
Once I'm Gone
perfect EQ, unplugged, unplugged live performance, male, male vocals, male singing Midwest emo, singer songwriter turning into post indiectronica emo rap, hauntibly beautiful cello instrumental, brushed percusion, harmonies, dark, melodic, dynamic instrumental, nu pop, moody haunting, layered vocals, lush vocals,, beautiful vocals, dreampop, eerie dark ambient, male singer songwriter , audience gasps, audience reaction
Lyrics
...to whom it may concern these are the last lines
...i'll ever write
I failed my search to find
... a better life
he's probably scared to leave earth tonight
I said oh don't hedge your bets this time
[verse]
I write N write my life
...but it's never right
I lie to say I'm fine
...I ain't ever alright...
...(alright)
its okay to say goodbye
I needed you to know
you kept me alive
through the pain, that I didn't show
but if it's time for me to die
... just know I am at peace
please, I live my life in pain
...and so Deaths a relief,
a release... seriously
[chorus]
please know I...
meant to win the battles I lost to my demons
I never wanted to leave,... please, I need you to believe me
once I'm gone...
then I'll be gone...
i'll run out of time to say...
you had given me light in my darkest of days
...don't follow me
[verse]
please stop following me
I don't want you to see
me like this...
u might get..
satisfaction if your actions tonight,
wind up saving my life,
but its more n more pain ,
n another day of strife,
I'm escaping by awaiting
my creator who made me,
please see I am no longer afraid we,
were actually the best thing that ever happened to me,
it just happened to be with a rapidly declining mental faculty
... I'm so sorry A B
...I'm so sorry Momma
...n oh lord
I'm sorry baby
I never ever wanted to hurt you
putting you through something you never deserved to
...once again I Scuffed it up for you
[chorus]
please know I...
meant to win the battles I lost to my demons
I never wanted to leave,... please, I need you to believe me
once I'm gone...
then I'll be gone...
i'll run out of time to say...
you had given me light in my darkest of days
...I pray to god you don't remember me...
This way
[refrain]
...to whom may care these are the last lines
...i'll ever write
I failed my search to find
... a better life
he's probably scared to leave earth tonight
I said oh don't hedge your bets this time
[chorus]
please know I...
meant to win the battles I lost to my demons
I never wanted to leave,... please, I need you to believe me
once I'm gone...
then I'll be gone...
i'll run out of time to say...
you had given me light in my darkest of days
...don't follow me
[male screams]
NOOO (I wont let it win this time)
[Heavy breakdown]
Every night is a fight
a fight to stay alive
a fight to be alright
I'm fighting for my life
(no more)
I swear i'll do it,
I'm so deep in it now
Ill kill the Part of myself that is keepin me down
...I wont give up,
...I wont give in
...I'm still not done
not done living
nothing you can throw at me
hurts more than the look of pity
[long scream]
... so Just Don't
...
...just
[screaming hardcore- chorus]
please know III...
I'm gonna win these battles with all of my demons
I'm never going to leave,... please, I need you to believe me
once I'm gone...
then I'll be gone...
i'll run out of time to say...
you had given me light in my darkest of days
...(but that day is not todaaay)
... that day is not today
[end]
[soft spoken word]
...you are not alone...
[... You Are Not Alone, Please reach out to someone ... Anyone, we are here.]