Thank you, for asking me

But I can’t go to your party

Or anywhere, in the open air

I just don’t find it appealing

I would be too scared

Too much judgemental staring

And I know what people say

She’s just too

Enigmatic

I’m awkward and enigmatic

People think I’m stand-off-ish

I’d rather be invisible

Why can people see me

Don’t want to take up this space

Blend in with my escape

And disappear

Into thin air

Don’t talk to me

I’d rather be daydreaming

Floating on the ceiling

Or drifting

In my own imagination

Not being, what you want me to be

Thank you for inviting me

I’m hoping it was sincere

Yes, I was a bit surprised

Who knew, I was still alive

But I don’t want to be

The talking point, an oddity

Feel eyes burning into me

When I’d rather disappear

Paint flowers on the ceiling

Find excuses to avoid

My anxiety

And just be

Enigmatic

I’m awkward and enigmatic

People think I’m stand-off-ish

I’d rather be invisible

Why can people see me

Don’t want to take up this space

Blend in with my escape

And disappear

Into thin air

Don’t talk to me

I’d rather be daydreaming

Floating on the ceiling

Or drifting

In my own imagination

Not being, what you want me to be

I’m awkward and indifferent

To every falsehood

And equivalent

Thank you for asking me

To your party

But I’d rather be happy

Than pretend to be

What they all want me to be

But thank you

For asking me

You’re welcome to join me

Floating on the ceiling

Or drifting

All the way out to sea

Into the ocean

Of enigmatic possibility