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Dear world, it’s your boy V
Theres a couple things I need to say..

Hear this now, im not perfect by any means
In fact im far from it, I don’t deserve what I have
I want more, yet I just sit at a series of screens,
The P C to the T V, the phone, tablet and the dash nav
Sipping coffee and D C’s like a feen
The fam needs V to be super me, I can see it
but the minds weak, im crumbling hard underneath it
It never felt worth it, coming from nothing growing up
one day ima freak, im afraid for my kids fate
Paying the man since I finished school, its fucked up
I just wanna give them the life I never got straight,
But…
I never got to reap the rewards of my own craft,
so to speak… I could never chill, im unfulfilled,
since I decided to settle down, chase the dream
The fire in me has been killed,

I just cant take the pressure
Does that make me weak?
These times I’ll never get back, I cant treasure..
Milestones pass, and Im just mentally bleak
Focus, I cant keep, little things I cant see, these things that should make me happy
Why am I so wrapped up in this budget excel sheet
Its probably because I never had nothing,
then I had something..
For a little bit,
and now im just slaving to make ends meet
Im defeated, I thought life would give me more.
karma never came back around
Im 37 now,
I wanted to be sippin magaritas on an aruba beach front
living that life of leisure safe and sound
Every summer, see the kids in the sun, having fun
Instead they sit around bored while daddy works
and mommies fed up from the long day
Wish something could help me get out of my own way


Cant help it though
I gotta work the extra hours make more dough
so we can buy everyday things and feed our son, im done
Im so burnt out, nothings fun, I dress like a slob, I look like a bum
I just wanted to be comfortable by now, enjoy vacations in the sun
Decorate my wife with jewelery, and constantly spoil the little ones
I gained weight, never watched what I ate, now I look deflated
Like I’m in a constant state of hate, Like I’m never appreciated
But truth is, I deserve better, we all do in a way
I wish things were a little bit easier in the world today
But instead it’s just pain. Bet
Am I insane? Check it
Hows anyone gonna make it out in this fuckin’ train wreck?

The country needs to get its act together, move forward as one,
Realize they rigged the game, made it hard for this generation
To prosper and grow.. to build that foundation
That’s where it needs to go..
(man I need a vacation)

V…
On some real shit..

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Lyrics by vaiterz.