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Dear world, it’s your boy V

Theres a couple things I need to say..

Hear this now, im not perfect by any means

In fact im far from it, I don’t deserve what I have

I want more, yet I just sit at a series of screens,

The P C to the T V, the phone, tablet and the dash nav

Sipping coffee and D C’s like a feen

The fam needs V to be super me, I can see it

but the minds weak, im crumbling hard underneath it

It never felt worth it, coming from nothing growing up

one day ima freak, im afraid for my kids fate

Paying the man since I finished school, its fucked up

I just wanna give them the life I never got straight,

But…

I never got to reap the rewards of my own craft,

so to speak… I could never chill, im unfulfilled,

since I decided to settle down, chase the dream

The fire in me has been killed,

I just cant take the pressure

Does that make me weak?

These times I’ll never get back, I cant treasure..

Milestones pass, and Im just mentally bleak

Focus, I cant keep, little things I cant see, these things that should make me happy

Why am I so wrapped up in this budget excel sheet

Its probably because I never had nothing,

then I had something..

For a little bit,

and now im just slaving to make ends meet

Im defeated, I thought life would give me more.

karma never came back around

Im 37 now,

I wanted to be sippin magaritas on an aruba beach front

living that life of leisure safe and sound

Every summer, see the kids in the sun, having fun

Instead they sit around bored while daddy works

and mommies fed up from the long day

Wish something could help me get out of my own way

Cant help it though

I gotta work the extra hours make more dough

so we can buy everyday things and feed our son, im done

Im so burnt out, nothings fun, I dress like a slob, I look like a bum

I just wanted to be comfortable by now, enjoy vacations in the sun

Decorate my wife with jewelery, and constantly spoil the little ones

I gained weight, never watched what I ate, now I look deflated

Like I’m in a constant state of hate, Like I’m never appreciated

But truth is, I deserve better, we all do in a way

I wish things were a little bit easier in the world today

But instead it’s just pain. Bet

Am I insane? Check it

Hows anyone gonna make it out in this fuckin’ train wreck?

The country needs to get its act together, move forward as one,

Realize they rigged the game, made it hard for this generation

To prosper and grow.. to build that foundation

That’s where it needs to go..

(man I need a vacation)

V…

On some real shit..

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Lyrics by vaiterz.