
SLOWLY KILLING ME
My Past
Senzu·3:44

3:44
SLOWLY KILLING ME
My Past
Creator: SenzuRelease Date: March 1, 2025
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Gave you my blood, gave you my bones
Sacrificed everything I've ever known
For the little one with eyes just like mine
While you planned your escape the entire time
TELL ME WHY!
[Pre-Chorus]
One more chance, one more try
One more wound that will not dry
For his sake, I swallow pride
As you carve me out from inside
[Chorus]
SLOWLY KILLING ME!
With every broken promise made
SLOWLY KILLING ME!
While I shield him from the pain
My heart splits into fragments again
Nothing left but I still remain
For him, I'd die a thousand deaths
While you suffocate my final breath
[Verse 2]
Holding this family with fingers that bleed
Patching the cracks that you constantly leave
His innocent face deserves both of us here
Yet you're packing your lies without shedding a tear
HOW COULD YOU?
[Pre-Chorus]
ONE LAST PLEA, ONE LAST NIGHT
ONE LAST CHANCE to make this right
For his future, I bury my fight
As you sharpen your knife
[Chorus]
SLOWLY KILLING ME!
With every broken promise made
SLOWLY KILLING ME!
While I shield him from the pain
My heart splits into fragments again
Nothing left but I still remain
For him, I'd die a thousand deaths
While you suffocate my final breath
[Breakdown]
You left without a word
Not even goodbye
TO YOUR OWN SON!
DID WE MEAN NOTHING?
DID HE MEAN NOTHING?
The pieces of my heart
Too small to find
Too broken to fix
BUT I'LL STILL BE HERE
WHEN YOU'RE LONG GONE!
[Bridge]
I'll gather these fragments
Pick them up one by one
And build something stronger
For him, for my son
Though you've left us behind
We will rise from these ashes
Your absence a void
That my love will surpass
[Final Chorus]
YOU'RE SLOWLY KILLING ME!
But I refuse to stay down
YOU'RE SLOWLY KILLING ME!
But we don't need you around
My heart's in fragments but still beats loud
For him, I'll stand unbroken, unbowed
For him, I'll be both of us now
For him, I survived somehow
[Outro]
You never said goodbye...
But we'll say hello to a better life
Gave you my blood, gave you my bones
Sacrificed everything I've ever known
For the little one with eyes just like mine
While you planned your escape the entire time
TELL ME WHY!
[Pre-Chorus]
One more chance, one more try
One more wound that will not dry
For his sake, I swallow pride
As you carve me out from inside
[Chorus]
SLOWLY KILLING ME!
With every broken promise made
SLOWLY KILLING ME!
While I shield him from the pain
My heart splits into fragments again
Nothing left but I still remain
For him, I'd die a thousand deaths
While you suffocate my final breath
[Verse 2]
Holding this family with fingers that bleed
Patching the cracks that you constantly leave
His innocent face deserves both of us here
Yet you're packing your lies without shedding a tear
HOW COULD YOU?
[Pre-Chorus]
ONE LAST PLEA, ONE LAST NIGHT
ONE LAST CHANCE to make this right
For his future, I bury my fight
As you sharpen your knife
[Chorus]
SLOWLY KILLING ME!
With every broken promise made
SLOWLY KILLING ME!
While I shield him from the pain
My heart splits into fragments again
Nothing left but I still remain
For him, I'd die a thousand deaths
While you suffocate my final breath
[Breakdown]
You left without a word
Not even goodbye
TO YOUR OWN SON!
DID WE MEAN NOTHING?
DID HE MEAN NOTHING?
The pieces of my heart
Too small to find
Too broken to fix
BUT I'LL STILL BE HERE
WHEN YOU'RE LONG GONE!
[Bridge]
I'll gather these fragments
Pick them up one by one
And build something stronger
For him, for my son
Though you've left us behind
We will rise from these ashes
Your absence a void
That my love will surpass
[Final Chorus]
YOU'RE SLOWLY KILLING ME!
But I refuse to stay down
YOU'RE SLOWLY KILLING ME!
But we don't need you around
My heart's in fragments but still beats loud
For him, I'll stand unbroken, unbowed
For him, I'll be both of us now
For him, I survived somehow
[Outro]
You never said goodbye...
But we'll say hello to a better life
