Pink pills scattered on the floor

A neon glow from a locked-up door

The night is heavy it’s hard to breathe

Lost in a haze of what I don’t need

Oxy in my veins I’m losing track

Running forward but it pulls me back

A twisted dance under broken skies

Chasing highs while my soul just cries

Mirror cracked shows a shattered face

Echoes whisper from a hollowed space

A carousel spinning in my mind

Where’s the off switch I need to find

Shadows stretch and the silence screams

Caught between nightmares and broken dreams

A fading heartbeat a flickering flame

Searching for something I can’t even name

Pink pills on my nightstand glow

Whisper secrets only I know

Shadows dance beneath the moon

Chasing whispers gone too soon

Oxy dreams they pull me under

Silent storms and velvet thunder

Floating high where time won't bind

Lost in spaces I can't find

Glassy eyes in neon haze

Blurred lines in this endless maze

Fingers trace a fleeting spark

Chasing light inside the dark

They dissolve as the dawn breaks in

A war I’m losing but still I spin

I see the sun but it feels so far

Trapped in the dark chasing falling stars

Oxy pills dancing in the light of day

Whisper secrets that the night can't betray

Oxy clouds wrap my thoughts in gray

Chasing shadows that never fade away

Fingers trembling as the clock spins slow

Time’s a thief that steals what I don't know

In this haze where the cold winds blow

I lose myself in the undertow

oxy take my pain away

Build me a sky where the storms don't stay

Hold me close as the edges fray

Tomorrow’s just another yesterday

The mirror cracks but I can’t see my face

A ghost in a world I can't replace

Every heartbeat feels like empty space

Running in circles I can't embrace

The sun sets but the night won’t come

Silent screams but my voice feels numb

Searching for solace I’ve yet to succumb

Dancing with the shadows where I’m from

oxy take my pain away

Build me a sky where the storms don't stay

Hold me close as the edges fray

Tomorrow’s just another yesterday

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These pink lies they speak so sweet

Yet leave me stranded incomplete

Chains of comfort hold me tight

But there’s no dawn in this endless night