This is a surreal spiral into the self—a dreamlike monologue from someone who no longer believes in logic or clarity. The narrator walks unseen streets, speaks to mirrors, and drinks from a well of dreams. People turn into birds, memories become blades, and even his shadow disappears. He doesn't fight madness; he dances with it, laughing as he builds illusions to shelter himself. He questions whether being "right" even matters if it costs one’s soul. In a world where nothing is certain, he chooses delusion over despair, beauty over sense, and poetry over reason. Even in error—he wants to be gloriously wrong.

[Intro]
疯疯疯…哭…妄妄妄…想…
疯疯疯…
我看见我不是我　我听见我忘了我
天在反转　心在盘旋
一朵火　开在夜的影子里

[Verse 1]
我走　走　走在看不见的街
回头　回头　所有人都不是人
不是梦　不是真　不是你　也不是神
是风吹我眼皮　是火焚我影子
是我对着镜子说——
“你还活着吗？”

[Pre-Chorus]
花呀开　开了又谢
谢了又飞　飞不回
我说我想　想就想
想不透　想不完
想…想…想——
一口氣活出三千個夢

[Chorus]
不问世　不问尘
我醉我在我城门
梦不醒　梦不死
我想我不该出生

疯疯疯　妄妄妄
山河都烧给我当床
笑笑笑　藏藏藏
我用幻觉盖一座桃花庄

[Verse 2]
谁在说话？谁在笑？
我在耳边听见鸟
不是鸟，是魂，是你变成草
不是你，是我心底埋的刀
我种一口井　喝梦里之酒
醉后才发现我连影子都偷走

[Bridge]
剑也飞　心也碎
我非神仙　不归谁
一念起　千魂绕
我坐雾中　等自己老

[Chorus]
不问世　不问尘
我醉我在我城门
梦不醒　梦不死
我想我不该出生

疯疯疯　妄妄妄
山河都烧给我当床
笑笑笑　藏藏藏
我用幻觉盖一座桃花庄

想想想　疯疯疯　
再活一遍也不能懂
谁说清醒算得准？
我偏要往妄中冲

想想想　藏藏藏　
把全世界藏进我梦
若真真假假无所谓
那我就是错　也错得动听！

[Outro]
疯疯疯…妄妄妄…想想想…
我看见我不是我　我听见我忘了我
想想想　疯疯疯　再活一遍也不能懂
疯疯疯…妄妄妄…


English Translation:

[Intro]
Mad, mad, mad... Cry... Delude, delude, delude... Think...
Mad, mad, mad...
I saw that I was not me. I heard myself forget me.
The sky spins in reverse, my heart swirls in circles,
A fire blossoms in the shadow of night.

[Verse 1]
I walk, walk, walk on invisible streets
Looking back, everyone isn’t human anymore
Not a dream, not real—not you, not a god
It’s the wind brushing my eyelids, it’s fire burning my shadow
It’s me asking the mirror—
“Are you still alive?”

[Pre-Chorus]
Flowers bloom—then wilt
Then fly—never return
I said I think—so I think
But I can’t finish thinking, can’t figure it out
Think… think… think——
I breathe once and live out three thousand dreams

[Chorus]
I ask not of the world, nor of dust
I am drunk, I remain, at my city gates
Dreams don’t wake, dreams don’t die
I think… I should never have been born

Mad, mad, mad—deluded, deluded, deluded
The rivers and mountains burn to become my bed
Laugh, laugh, laugh—hide, hide, hide
I use illusion to build a peach blossom village

[Verse 2]
Who is speaking? Who is laughing?
I hear birds near my ears
But it’s not birds—it’s souls, it’s you turning into grass
Not you—it’s the blade I buried in my own heart
I dig a well to drink dream-wine
And after getting drunk, I realize—
Even my shadow has been stolen

[Bridge]
Swords fly, hearts shatter
I am no god—I belong to no one
A single thought summons a thousand souls
I sit in the fog, waiting for myself to grow old

[Chorus]
I ask not of the world, nor of dust
I am drunk, I remain, at my city gates
Dreams don’t wake, dreams don’t die
I think… I should never have been born

Mad, mad, mad—deluded, deluded, deluded
The rivers and mountains burn to become my bed
Laugh, laugh, laugh—hide, hide, hide
I use illusion to build a peach blossom village

Think, think, think—mad, mad, mad
Even if I live again, I won’t understand
Who says clarity is always right?
I’d rather run toward the madness!

Think, think, think—hide, hide, hide
I hide the whole world inside my dream
If truth and lies no longer matter
Then even if I’m wrong—let me be beautifully wrong!

[Outro]
Mad, mad, mad... Delude, delude, delude... Think, think, think...
I saw that I was not me. I heard myself forget me.
Think, think, think—mad, mad, mad
Even if I live again, I won’t understand
Mad… delusion… thought…