I’m fine

Why wouldn’t I be

I just thought maybe you’d ask how I am for once

But whatever

You said I changed but I’ve always been like this

Up and down crash and smile you just missed it

I leave I come back I vent I collapse

And you pretend you care ha! I’ll give you that!

Oh I used to be everything top of the scene

Now I’m posting quotes yelling at my screen

Nobody gets me nobody texts

But I swear I’m fine can’t you see how I dress?

But it’s cool I’m chill I’m totally okay

Except when I’m not which is every-

Welcome to the Supercycle

Where I crash just to climb again

Tell the world I’m rising higher

While I ghost my only friends

Put on a show throw shade in private

Then cry about how they forget my name

Oh look it’s me again!

Riding the Supercycle train

I talk about healing while I plot revenge

Smiling in selfies while I cut off friends

I throw a fit then disappear

Then guilt you for not keeping me near

Oh, remember when I was somebody?

Yeah me neither pass the drama, honey

But sure, I care I totally care

I just forgot you were even there

But I’m working on me like really this time

Just ignore the breakdowns I swear I’m fine

Welcome to the Supercycle

Spin the wheel and scream again

Singing songs of self destruction

But in glitter and pretend

I say I’m done then write a sequel

I crave the stage then hate the fame

Why am I always the victim

Oh right it’s the Supercycle game

No like seriously I’m a good person

I help people I give advice

I mean sure I ignore them when I’m busy

And yeah I talk crap sometimes

And maybe I just want them to beg me to stay

But I’m healing Okay

One more loop of the Supercycle

One more fall from my fake high

Post a tear post a quote, then vanish

Just to watch who says goodbye

Tell me I matter feed me fire

Then watch me burn and blame the flame

This is my spotlight this is my spiral

Forever chasing back my name

But I’m fine Really

See you tomorrow

Or not Whatever